I finally feel like myself again!! I am in a good place in my head and heart! Just want to say thank you for everyone who has given me advise and helped me deal with my life I don't know what I would do without the people who come on here!! You are all a group of true souls!!! I love you all more then words can say. I know water joins the whole group! It calms my soul. When the last rose of summer pricks my finger and the hot sun chills me to the bone. When I can't hear the song for the singer. And I can't tell my pillow from a stone. I will walk alone by the black muddy river and sing me a song of my own!!! If you know this you get instant cool points!!!!