So I haven’t used this account in quite a long time. Over the past year or so i’ve been very quickly losing motivation for fishkeeping. Don’t get me wrong, I love my fish, but it’s just been stressing me out very much. In August I started school again, and if I’m being honest here I’ve really neglected my tanks. My mom has taken over caring for the 20g but I’ve been neglecting the 32g. I spend about 10h/day at school and every other time I’m either busy or just exhausted. I’ve felt absolutely awful about this for the last month or so and I really need to come up to a solution. Earlier this week, one of my two Pearl Gouramis in the 32g passed away due to my negligence and I feel completely awful about it. I just really don’t know what to so right now, my mom seems willing to take over some of the responsibilities for the tank but I really just don’t have the energy to do maintenance. It would probably be best to rehome, but I love my fish and it would break my heart to have to give them away. Sorry if this post is too emotional or doesn’t belong here, I’m just feeling very lost at the moment and I would really appreciate advice.