Shanjen
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After about 3 weeks of my Betta clearly not recovering from a bloated belly, I euthanized with clove oil.
I debated doing this, but his suffering was too difficult to bare.
I have euthanized a guppy with clove oil before and it was a peaceful, uneventful experience.
I can’t say the same for this experience.
I decided to do it in his tank where I thought he would have the least amount of stress. I had visions of him going peacefully, safe in his little log...
There was nothing peaceful about it. He swam around frantically and came up to the surface a few times. He wouldn’t go back into his log, I tried to guide him there. I thought about pulling the plug at a moment, but I knew I had to continue. He lay on his side trying move at times. After about 10 minutes He ended up finally dying on his back, outside of his beloved log (where he had spent 99.9 % of the last few weeks since getting sick)
I know they say euthanasia is the best thing to do for something that’s suffering, but I’m not certain it’s true.
What I thought was a “gift” to him, ended up causing more pain and stress.
Even though he was sick, His will to survive was strong... and I took that from him.
If I had to do it over again, I wouldn’t.
But maybe that’s just guilt talking...
I debated doing this, but his suffering was too difficult to bare.
I have euthanized a guppy with clove oil before and it was a peaceful, uneventful experience.
I can’t say the same for this experience.
I decided to do it in his tank where I thought he would have the least amount of stress. I had visions of him going peacefully, safe in his little log...
There was nothing peaceful about it. He swam around frantically and came up to the surface a few times. He wouldn’t go back into his log, I tried to guide him there. I thought about pulling the plug at a moment, but I knew I had to continue. He lay on his side trying move at times. After about 10 minutes He ended up finally dying on his back, outside of his beloved log (where he had spent 99.9 % of the last few weeks since getting sick)
I know they say euthanasia is the best thing to do for something that’s suffering, but I’m not certain it’s true.
What I thought was a “gift” to him, ended up causing more pain and stress.
Even though he was sick, His will to survive was strong... and I took that from him.
If I had to do it over again, I wouldn’t.
But maybe that’s just guilt talking...