Angela_96

I am home, no hospital... still gotta take it easy for a while... With all the stress I was under this past weekend the doctor said it would do that to anyone lol..

If any of you all are on facebook, send me a pm and I will ad you on my list. I will be posting pics, etc (updates) if I leave the house...
Im depending on a moto q and facebook at the hospital to keep up with everyone......

Sorry I haven't been on much... I stop by the computer for a little while and my back starts hurting (oh the pearls of pregnancy)...
Im going to try to do some cleaning today in the house.. the headstart teacher is coming to the house tomm to "meet" Carson and me before school starts... I just hope she don't come in my house and scream EWEWEWE!!!! I just haven't had the time to do much in it.. Ill make sure I vaccum and mop... and try to get some waterchanges done and change the filter floss in my eheims my poor fish have been so neglected. I can't wait to get back to my old self!

Shawnie

goodluck with it all!!!!!!! im glad things are going well or as well as they can

heres fishlores link if you havent been added yet
http://www.facebook.com/s.php?q=fish...172&ref=search goodluck and keep in touch when you can!

Angela_96

Cool!! I just added myself.... THANKS!

Lucy

Don't over do it today.
If the head start lady can't understand the position you're in, let her do your vacuuming and mopping.
What a great time to get the boys involved. They might enjoy running the vacuum. Ok, probably not, but they can help. lol

Amanda

I just friend requested you.

reefdude

I'm with lucy on this. Don't worry about anything but you and that child!

Angela_96

Thanks... I got the cleaning done. I just took it in strides. A lot of work for a few min, sitting for a few but I got it over with!


Now all Ihave to do is 2 more days at work (2 12 hour shifts) and its smooth sailing from there. My boss called me tonight wondering if I'd be okay to work this weekend. I said of coarse!! Its actually not that hard of a job, just a few breathing treatments, blood gasses, and maybe vents to take care of. We get a lot of down time. Last day I worked I spent half of it with my feet up on a desk asleep.. (hmmm I guess I shouldn't share that info so much, everyone would want my job!) It was a "rare" day! But good when you are pregnant!
The hospital census is the same so it will be easy this weekend too. Im dreading this fall though... with all the "swine flu" they are expecting we will be BUSY!


Anyways... Im doing good. Just a lot of stress from the divorce and kids. Carson had a melt down today and I got all worked up about it. Me and steve had a huge arguement over it. He is just not wanting to "accept" his role in beng emotionally there for the kids and that really bothers me. I honestly thought he was more of a father than that. He thinks all he has to do for them is bring in money. That has been the root of a lot of our fights. I really do not see it ever being fixable between me and him. Not to mention the fact Ive been over this marriage for years. He just now got the message.

But anyways... Im taking care of ME fromo now on, and ME and the kids come first in everything!
We will get through this!

bolivianbaby

Yes you will And we're all behind you on this.